i love how guys break up with girls because the girl won’t put out. i’m sorry that i respect myself enough not to have sex with some fucking crazy, bi-polar, marine who has no soul, used to deal drugs, and more than likely has an STD.
watching mary-kate and ashley olsen movies with the roommate and eating mac&cheese(: it’s cracking me up how cheesy this is. and i used to love it so much. haha. i still do, but whatevs. it’s helping me keep my mind off missing trey :\
liana’s coming to visit the dorm tomorrow(: and i still have to finish my essay for philosophy, and study for a test in philosophy. plus i have to do math for tomorrow. ewwww.
woke up, washed my car with the kid sister. went to the mall with her and had some much needed sister chat/catching up. got a three new nose studs for six bucks. went back home. chatted with the step sisters and my stepdad and mamma. megan and natalie came over and helped me pack my car with all my laundry i did at home. they followed me down to san marcos and we hung out at the dorm, got chipotle, took pictures, got froyo love. hung out at the dorm some more.
they just left, kinda sad. ohhh well. i loved today. and i miss trey. :\
i would scratch out my nose stud the weekend i go home and not be able to find it. i put an earring in there, just for tonight. in the morning, i’m off to the mall to go get a new one. fuck. it cost $40 to get it done, it is not closing up.
cleaning up my half of the room. aaaand i need to read ten more pages of some stupid “how to become a straight a student” book before GEL at one. organization bothers me. it’s basically a huge list of how to write things in your calender and how to make lists and how to spend your day. it’s dumb. and i don’t like it.
ohkay; so i was sitting in my dorm today, and i was like, “i wanna go get my nose pierced today.” so i grabbed one of my roommates and we headed to escondido to a piercing/tattoo place we found online.
first of all, the guy who pierced my nose looked EXACTLY like maika maile from there for tomorrow. i almost had an orgasm. hahahha. he was sooo fucking hot. and he was all “how do i do this? her nose is too small.”
anywaysss, it was fucking painful. i’m not even going to lie.
and then the guy goes “some people bleed, some don’t.”
and i fucking bled SOOO MUCH. on the outside of my nose, and the inside of it too. in fact, the inside is still bleeding.
i love college. endofstory. i love how i can actually do whatever i want without having to ask for permission first. i love how i can buy food that i like. stay up doing whatever i want. i love how i feel so responsible. and how i live with people my own age. i love how i’m actually out on my own. at first i was soooo scared to grow up, but it’s not that bad. i love how i can go get my nose pierced whenever i want. (which iwill be doing asap, bytheway). i love how if i want to drive home on a saturday afternoon, i can do it. i love it.
so; i just got out of the shower right, and i’m in my super cute lime green towel, and i go over into the living room part of our dorm suite and i don’t realize that the blinds are open and the lights are on and it’s dark outside. and i’m standing there, naked, except for my towel, talking to two of my suite-mates. and i realize that there are about 15 guys looking up into the window. fml.
just got back from GEL where we played the “speech game”. wooooow. what a fun game. NOT. i volunteered to go like 7th, and i talked and everything was fine and dandy. then i go back to my seat and trip on the fucking trashcan. whatthefuck. excellent.